I keep wanting to take the next step. But somehow, I really dont know why I'm not going forward. Is it because I lack the courage to do so? But I really feel like saying the truth to you too.

I'll never forget today. Really enjoyed myself. =)

As time goes by, I'm starting to confirm of my feelings now. For you.

Ashamed and disappointed of my own thinking and actions.

Once again, it's been a long time since I've updated this dead piece of shit. Shall just make it quick.

1st thing. I'm seriously still not scared about exams. Which makes me more scared about it cos it puts me in danger.

2nd thing. I ought to watch my behaviour in public when I intake alcohol. I dunno if I was really drunk or I was really angry, but I just couldnt control my anger. Which also puts me in danger in the case I might get hurt. Either case, whether I'm drunk or not, I should learn to control my anger. It doesnt matter what other people think about me. What matters most is that I know my own character and that's it. I wanted to say karma shall befall upon those who speak without thinking, but I feel it's bad for me to think it this way and it's not right. (The way of Buddhism) To learn to forgive.

That's all for now. Shall try to keep this livejournal as active as possible after my exams.

Passed my Basic Theory Test!!! Finished it in 10 minutes. Hah! >:D

Alright, gonna go for night cycling later. =D

Having my Basic Theory Test later. Havent even revise yet. It feels so easy that I dont even feel like revising. But I still feel guilty not revising. =X

After that, I'll be going for night cycling!! Wont be back home tonight...

This year is really a special year for my father, especially his birthday. Because today marks the day he officially retires. Had a celebration of my father's retirement-cum-birthday for 3 days consecutive.

Went to Beer Market with my family last Sunday. That day was the very first time we went to a nightlife area as a family. It was indeed special for us.

Yesterday, there was a celebration dinner for my father's retirement from his former camp unit. It was also the first time I heard my father being sang the birthday song. Haha!! Reason being he always disliked being sang the birthday song and didnt want us to sing it to him. But he didnt have a choice yesterday. Lol!!

As for today, his actual birth date, we went to Swensen's for another small celebration. I still like Swensen's ice-cream sundaes the best!!!

Failed NAPFA test cos of the bloody pull ups. Expected... The rest of the stations was fine thou. Just that the floor for standing board jump is wet. Cant seem to do it properly. Stupid rain...

Oh well... Must train more for pull ups...

Rushing my design concept for Clementi Woods Park. But thought I'd stop by here for a while. Quite tiring lately. Dunno why. Maybe cos I went working yesterday and was quite busy with FYP and other assignments. But I know I'll come through.

Oh yeah! Found my wallet already!! Damn happy!! Miracles do exist after all. Thanks to the security guard who happen to find my wallet and return it to the 'Lost And Found' with everything inside still intact. Many thanks to him. Too bad I dont know who is he. If not I'll really thank him nicely. =]